Yipppeee!! I am off from my office, all the work pressure, PG food and this bothering independence. It is the time for vacation to my native. Guys, I won’t be around for some days…..C ya Soon!! Will miss you
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What actually missing someone means? Is it like this that the past (or the future that you imagined), which is hiding somewhere inside your brain cells suddenly pops-up and dances infront of your eyes, creates old (presumed) magical patterns and then you crave to be there with the patterns. Or ‘missing’ is just a flash of thought which is held with remembrance. But missing doesn’t always mean ‘craving’. Surely, somewhere it is attached with ”what if…..”.
Few days back, I was feeling like to talk to one my friend with whom I have a friendship of simple ‘Hi’. I wanted to talk to him, wanted to hear a simple hello. And now sitting here, I am just thinking as to how many people have crossed my life and somewhere all of them have left an impression. Some are the ‘best things’ happened to me. Some have made me to cross the road, taken my hand and then hidden somewhere….where? I don’t know ! And the best thing is that for many of them I don’t remember. I do miss all of them.
Remembering these lines from ‘Before Sunset’……………….
“You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details”
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Sitting in some lonesome corner
having sip of coffee in that shop
with eyes on an old couple
she hoped to get a puzzle
that opens itself for an answer
binding heart with heartbeats
What if….
someone would hear
her echo of silent noise!!
But………….
You don’t get to meet soulmates on road
Waiting for her bus with bizarreness
listening to her favorite song
with eyes on a young couple
she hoped to get sprinkle of trust
where every new fearful thought
no longer can tear bridge apart
What if….
someone would see
her shadow of shivering spots!!
But………….
You don’t get to meet soulmates on road
When butterflies flutters in your stomach
when you feel fire, a burning from inside
with rush of warmth through your body
you, with the magical moment frozen in time
No….you don’t get to meet soulmates like this!
You never get to meet soulmates on road
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Yesterday…….
………sitting in my four wood-panelled room
I again walked past the memories
………to dust-off forgotten surmises of thoughts
Chime bells were saying same words
……giving the same cozy feeling of our giggles
Each corner still holds scent of your words
Door was opened waiting for the return
…….of unsaid promises and silent vows
All was just the same……
But
I didn’t feel morning sea wind blowing into my hairs
Only silence was echoing from each corner
Door was waiting for an era that never passed
Nostalgia now reflects reality!!
And
When I decided to move on
a breath of chime breeze kissed me goodbye
I felt the same scent
the same cozy feeling
of our zillion giggles
of unsaid promises
It felt of you
And I cried
Finally!!
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Life is really amazing. The thoughts that were bothering me few moments back (rather few months) are dissolved so well that I have started living with them. I have no idea whether the impact of change in me is everlasting or it is just an autumn phase making me prepare for spring. But deep inside don’t we all want to be the way we always are. But time, people, thoughts, some botheration, responsibilities makes you to change, change what they call you to be mature.
These thoughts are really shaping what I call ‘My Symphony of Life’ and in this symphony I really don’t want to miss my most harmonious feeling – ….. !!
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In fight…..
- with loneliness
- to know the meaning of relationship
- to divert my mind
- in knowing one name to whom I can make a call
- to know what to do next
- and atlast………..with myself!!
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Monogamy is a myth. It has been rammed down people’s throats for far too long. It isn’t just a matter of excess hormones or vanity, but, as all the research indicates, a genetic configuration found in almost all animals.
Paternity tests given to birds, monkeys and foxes revealed that simply because these species had developed a social relationship very similar to marriage it did not necessarily mean that they had been faithful to each other. David Barash, professor of Psychology at the University of Washington in Seattle had said that the only species in nature that doesn’t commit adultery and in which there seems to be 100% momogamy is a flat worm. The male and female worms meet as adolescents and their bodies literally fuse together.
~ Paulo Coehlo (The Winner Stands Alone)
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Looking through glass
I see a painting having
colors of my dream
reflecting but omniety
Seems like my painter
left his creation for me
and took the road down
to some deep forest
may be to paint rainbow.
I lay eye on a feather
may be of blue bird
and like a lost soul
behind the glass
blow a kiss
for this feather.
It flies high up
as if meant for
the lonely sky
making me to wonder
if my painter still waiting
for my love to fill
every minutia of this
endeared painting
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behind velvety rosy
seductive veil
a face is hidden
carrying black
and
wandering stroke
of some white
tossing emotion
waiting for placidity
to make her world
to rest in her lap
not knowing
besides her
a world is resting
her world where only
her shadow is breathing
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love ya!!

