Vacation Time!!

Yipppeee!! I am off from my office, all the work pressure, PG food and this bothering independence. It is the time for vacation to my native. Guys, I won’t be around for some days…..C ya Soon!! Will miss you

Missing someone

What actually missing someone means? Is it like this that the past (or the future that you imagined), which is hiding somewhere inside your brain cells suddenly pops-up and dances infront of your eyes, creates old (presumed) magical patterns and then you crave  to be there with the patterns.  Or ‘missing’ is just a flash of thought which is held with remembrance.  But missing doesn’t always mean ‘craving’. Surely, somewhere it is attached with ”what if…..”.

Few days back, I was feeling like to talk to one my friend with whom I have a friendship of simple ‘Hi’. I wanted to talk to him, wanted to hear a simple hello. And now sitting here, I am just thinking as to how many people have crossed my life and somewhere all of them have left an impression. Some are the ‘best things’ happened to me. Some have made me to cross the road, taken my hand and then hidden somewhere….where? I don’t know ! And the best thing is that for many of them I don’t remember. I do miss all of them.

Remembering these lines from ‘Before Sunset’……………….

“You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details”

:)

Thanks BlueMist….. love ya!!

You never get to meet soulmates on road!

Sitting in some lonesome corner

having sip of coffee in that shop

with eyes on an old couple

she hoped to get a puzzle

that opens itself for an answer

binding heart with heartbeats  

What if….

someone would hear

her echo of silent noise!!

But………….

You don’t get to meet soulmates on road

 

Waiting for her bus with bizarreness

listening to her favorite song

with eyes on a young couple

she hoped to get sprinkle of trust

where every new fearful thought

no longer can tear bridge apart

What if….

someone would see

her shadow of shivering spots!!

But………….

You don’t get to meet soulmates on road

 

When butterflies flutters in your stomach

when you feel fire, a burning from inside

with rush of warmth through your body

you, with the magical moment frozen in time

No….you don’t get to meet soulmates like this!

You never get to meet soulmates on road

ILLUSION

Yesterday…….

………sitting in my four wood-panelled room

I again walked past the memories

………to dust-off forgotten surmises of thoughts

 

Chime bells were saying same words

……giving the same cozy feeling of our giggles

Each corner still holds scent of your words

Door was opened waiting for the return

…….of unsaid promises and silent vows

All was just the same……

But

I didn’t feel morning sea wind blowing into my hairs

Only silence was echoing from each corner

Door was waiting for an era that never passed

Nostalgia now reflects reality!!

 And

When I decided to move on

a breath of chime breeze kissed me goodbye

 

I felt the same scent

the same cozy feeling

of our zillion giggles

of unsaid promises

It felt of you

And I cried

 Finally!!

Symphony

Life is really amazing. The thoughts that were bothering me few moments back (rather few months) are dissolved so well that I have started living with them. I have no idea whether the impact of change in me is everlasting or it is just an autumn phase making me prepare for spring. But deep inside don’t we all want to be the way we always are. But time, people, thoughts, some botheration, responsibilities makes you to change, change what they call you to be mature.

These thoughts are really shaping what I call ‘My Symphony of Life’ and in this symphony I really don’t want to miss my most harmonious feeling – …..  !!

In fight…..

• with loneliness
• to know the meaning of relationship
• to divert my mind
• in knowing one name to whom I can make a call
• to know what to do next
• and atlast………..with myself!!

Monogamy – a myth?

Monogamy is a myth. It has been rammed down people’s throats for far too long. It isn’t just a matter of excess hormones or vanity, but, as all the research indicates, a genetic configuration found in almost all animals.

                                                Paternity tests given to birds, monkeys and foxes revealed that simply because these species had developed a social relationship very similar to marriage it did not necessarily mean that they had been faithful to each other. David Barash, professor of Psychology at the University of Washington in Seattle had said that the only species in nature that doesn’t commit adultery and in which there seems to be 100% momogamy is a flat worm. The male and female worms meet as adolescents and their bodies literally fuse together.

~ Paulo Coehlo (The Winner Stands Alone)

UNBROKEN THREAD

Looking through glass

I see a painting having

colors of my dream

reflecting but omniety

Seems like my painter

left his creation for me

and took the road down

to some deep forest

may be to paint rainbow.

I lay eye on a feather

may be of blue bird

and like a lost soul

behind the glass

blow a kiss

for this feather.

It flies high up

as if meant for

the lonely sky

making me to wonder

if my painter still waiting

for my love to fill

every minutia of this

endeared painting

 

UNSEEN!

behind velvety rosy

seductive veil

a face is hidden

carrying black

and 

wandering stroke

of some white

tossing emotion

waiting for placidity

to make her world

to rest in her lap

not knowing 

besides her

a world is resting

her world where only

her shadow is breathing