I confess that there are many desires that crave me to fulfill them. I yearn for them. At one moment when I notice any liking, my heart shoots with the imagination and I start imagining myself with the thing. A sort of trust resides in me which says that my imagination can become reality at anytime. This weired trust is upholded by my observation of getting everything that I desire from my true heart, however late it may come. I am thankful to God, that He has fulfilled whatever resonable wishes I have. TOUCHWOOD. 
Recently I noticed a strange thing in my imagination. Of all these desires, I can divide them into which I want for my soul and for my mind. I felt for some of these things that even if they are not fulfilled, it will not take me in gloomy state. I surely want them but they are not as pious and important as other things that I want for my soul.
I pray to God to please fulfill all my unknown wishes, some fantasies for which my soul goes on imagining day and night.
FOR MY MIND and HEART -
- I want to live in a wooden hut covered with flowers with tulips outside.
- I want to drive a bike.
- I want to dance in rain for whole day.
- I want to eat hot fudges continously without bothering about my weight.
- I want to learn Salsa and Guitar.
- I want to learn tarot.
- I want to go on some high cliff and then want to shout with my full energy.
- I want to go somewhere outside India for few months.
- I want to taste atleast once beer, whisky, vodka or anything else.
- I want to sing a song in some concert. Totally impossible!
FOR MY SOUL -
- I want to write poem for each and every feeling of my heart
- To be on a beach for one full night under moon.
- Before dying I want to tell each and every person who crossed my life as how I felt for them,
the things I learned from them, the things that hurted me, the things that made me happy.
- I want to hold hand of my soulmate and walk continously for unknown time under mystic moon.
- May be my soul wants to leave everyone and I fear the time when my soul will do this. I suppose at that time I want to be in touch with 2-3 people. I don’t have any idea who are these people.
- I want to feel each second when I will be pregnant, want to see how it feels when another creation grows inside you.
- I want to sleep in my mom’s lap.
- I want to adopt one child.
- I want to fulfill all my unknown wishes.
Only these things I can imagine now. Hope to add in this entry my other desires when I will remember them.
“- I want to taste atleast once beer, whisky, vodka or anything else. ” ??? really
I want to adopt one child
this has been one of my biggest wants from a long time.
Neilina – Yeah, Really really really.
Hope this want will be achieved by you! And for me also
I hope you will achieve all your desires. In my thought, our desires are very important to life, but we must learn to follow them without becoming their slaves. If our desires are proportional to our possibilities, we will be happy.
Bye
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