NEILINA

I am sugar crystal and and I keep on dissolving myself, losing my identity. I keep on seizing, all my energy to frame myself into sugar crystals again. The symphony is continuing with anguish and gloom. Now I feel to untie this panic chain of ‘dissolving’ myself. I have started to feel as some especial crystal having infinite energy, the energy that is holding all the atoms and molecules in me. Can you see some sparkle? No……then, please give me some of your scintillating power. I want to shine, in my eyes, in the night sky, on the tip of grass, in tears ……….everywhere!

Well, I always wonder why someone will be intersted in knowing ‘who am i?”. Are we in some sort of search, which never be ended?

A girl who loves to live in dreams. I always feel I am spectator of my life’s journey and sometimes I enjoy watching this ‘neilina’. Perfect Taurean, Techocrat by profession and lover of choclate ice-creams, music, flowers, indigo skies, stars, dance, poetry, rain, desires, moon, beauty, dusk and dawn……………….an ordinary girl whom you see everyday. I am ‘you’, may be a part of you is in me! Are we all not linked somewhere?

The same girl who laughs and talks a lot and seems very happy is also the girl who may cry herself to sleep…

I am a tree with a tainted parrot in its branches

Silence, though, and voice

The musical air coming through a flute

a spark of a stone, a flickering

In metal. Both candle,

and the moth crazy around it.

Rose, and the nightingale

lost in the fragrance………………..