I can say that for me september month is ‘Pendulum Swing’ month. At the start of the month, I swung to the extreme end of my mood; I guess that was the worst part of me when I couldn’t think anything positive. And in the middle of the month, my mood started to change, may be because of some unknown aura and I swung to the other end of me. And towards the end, I was left alone. Swing to be made with energy gathered from inside. I am now still. The gifts that this month showered on me………
- Best day of the month was when I went with H and G. One whole saturday I spent with them and it was just awesome. I always feel so much comfortable with them. We went to some SLV Coffee Bar and I had the best ever dosa in Bangalore 🙂 Thanks September for bringing that day in my life.
- I always expect so much from relationship, even if the relationship is restricted to simple ‘Hi’. At the start of the month, what my soul urge number says, “You have a deep compulsive need to connect with others and if this does not happen, your personality will distort itself in all kinds of ways” came true. Don’t know why with some people I always feel some sort of attachment. And if the attachment thread is lose on other side, it is very difficult for me to carry vague thread. But as the month proceeded, I went more into tranquil state. My mantra of ‘letting go’ is working for me. And the best thing, no implacable feeling inside me.
- One book really gave tears to my eyes. This was the first book that moved me too much. I just love ‘Tuesdays with Morrie’.
- I have started getting the effect of IT. When I first landed in my job, I heard everyone saying…… ‘Oh Man’. Don’t know why this ‘man’ word is so popular in IT. Some of my conversation saw this word. When I talk, I feel like to keep my conversation simple and effective and till now am restricting myself not to use this word very often.
- It was good when P herself called on her birthday so that I could wish her as I couldn’t call her at 12, the previous night. I felt happy.
- My August Funda of drawing lines, again faded. The belief, ‘I am journeyer here and I will do the things that really please me, that is what really matters in the end’ became more stronger in this month.
- On office front, I got new cubicle. I am loving it. Now the thought, ‘How can I decorate my sweet cube’ just hangs in my mind. Working in new team is a good experience and I am enjoying it.
Welcome October………..
– Oh I love your these Ramblings 🙂
– I think we should get used to be the first one to comment on each others blog 😀
– Mood swing in beginning ?? Now I am getting Ideas 😛
Neilina – Which Ideas?? now m curious 🙂
– Please don’t talk about the dosa and idli places ; I just get so nostalgic 😦
Neilina – Oh! Same here, I too also get nostalgic after hearing about all the special dishes especially when I saw chole Bhutara 😀 Hey, You haven’t mailed me the pic yet, I want to keep in-front of my eyes, every moment 🙂
– Point 2 I can related very much. Now I am much improved version of that me 🙂
– I am shikar of the word “man” 😐
Neilina – You too? wow!
– Wishing you more happy october deary !!
Neilina – Thanks so much Blue Mist 🙂
I like your way of creating month posts.
And ohhh baap re – I am a gone case when it comes to wishing people on their birthdays. And by now most of my friends know this. Now my friends usually sms me a day in advance to tell me that I have to call them the following day to wish them. And sometimes that also doesnt work so they call me on their own birthday so that I can wish them… And the icing on the cake is that I remember their bdays some three days in advance and forget it just for the two days before their bday 😛
Neilina – Thanks Gurl 🙂 I love to wish people on their birthdays, but at 12o’clock in night is somewhat difficult for me 🙂 I think I need to send mail before my birthday, I love to get wishes 🙂
Tuesdays with Morrie , now that’s a nice book . My Favorite line from that book would be
“Death ends a life, not a relationship.” Whoa !!
VC
Neilina – Oh…I loved this line! And while reading, I was folding all the pages which I loved and when I finished, almost all the pages were folded 🙂
wil com bk soon!sorry
Neilina – Sure Aarzo, you are always welcome 🙂
My husband started saying “man” to me too. It is popular slang in the U.S. I kept yelling at him “I’m not a man!” My daughter started calling my husband “woman” to get the point across. Slowly, he is coming around.
Your job sounds fantastic. I wish I had a cubicle!
Neilina – This is so sweet! 🙂 You know, half of my collagues call me using this slang only 🙂
ah attachments and expectations..can hit us really hard you know 🙂
Neilina – Yep, it did. But now no regrets. Am happy!
I agree that book is too good
Neilina – Yep…Awesome!
Tuesdays with Morrie is a beautiful book 🙂 Have you read To kill a mocking bird?? And yeah.. nice post 🙂
Neilina – Nope, I haven’t. But have bought, donno when its number will come. There are so many books lined-up that I want to read! 🙂
First DONT Decorate your cubical. Please.. it looks odd… seriously… Anyway…
About the Birthday thing… You know this is the second time I called my friend on this birthday… but did not know it’s his bday…I completely forgot… Then He reminded me that its his bday and I wished him… Plus this not the first time this is happening to me… !!! ha ha… I call him each year on his bday… but I dont know its his bday… Its just like that…
Neilina – Noooo….decorated cube looks aweosme! Don’t know why you guys are so specific on decorating cubes. LOL……your incidence is really funny! You can do one thing, whenever you call him, wish him happy birthday 😉
Now that you think my maid cooked that ; she only should email you the pic 😀
Neilina – Oh…that maid, who cooks so nicely….that is already there in you…I am talking about dual personality role 😀
hello I am nt suffering from MPD 🙂
Neilina – hello, I didn’t say that Akka….you urself are saying this 😉
Oh…that maid, who cooks so nicely….that is already there in you…I am talking about dual personality role
Yoy started it Madam by calling me Maid 😐 You are a bad girl 🙄
Neilina – oh! am so sorry……I didn’t mean maid in a wrong way.
madam chill madi. u think u alone can pull legs ? 😛
Neilina – Really?????? wow *happy* Now, let me start again…… 😀 Am ready!
When you go around eating all those dosa’s and idli’s and batura’s and chaats, eat some in my name to… I miss that typical Nukkan me Khana concept that used to be my life a decade ago.
Neilina – Sure, I am always ready to eat more 🙂
As for mood swings, hmm, find a park with a swing and swing in it until the mood gets better(I know its silly but I like swinging).
Neilina – Oh! me too….I love swinging, good for mood swings also 🙂
Love the updates. Congrats! on the cubicle. :).
Neilina – Thank You! 🙂
whoops that had to be Nukkad not Nukkan.