Archive for July, 2009


Adhered to glooms of sky

When I put my eyes up

shyly hiding myself

from your tenderness

to see so-much of hidden love

to paint ‘us’ with star dots

that jumps from one galaxy to other

I always know then

your eyes knock at my eyelashes


but want to burst my bubbling stars

Purposely I always then

close my eyes for eyelashes to die

You know………

Sometime I just wish…..

for my heartbeats to be much louder

that they can smatter my all dreams!

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What was that ‘nothing’ I felt

when you hypnotized me

sitting in the dusk garden

snoozing me with your words

Never it happened before!


What was that ‘nothing’ I felt

when unknowingly you flared me

sitting besides in eatery for lunch

showing me that someone has come

Never it happened before!


What was that ‘something’ I felt

when you traveled deep within

freeing me while holding my hand

making me to see world with your eyes

Never it happened before!


What was that ‘something’ I felt

when rose petals fell with no-one to pick them

when blindness veiled with dreams gone with eyes

Just tell me once,

how ‘nothing’ can crumble into ‘something’……

………in just a blink!

PS: Pic is of moon from my PG for BlueMist on her request 🙂

PPS: Hopefully, this will be my last ‘sad’ poem and will try not to write like this from now onwards.

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The ABC Tag

Like I always love tags, so here I am taking-up this tag again. You can check the old one here

And this time I got tagged by Amrit. Rules can’t escape from your life and so how this tag can go without rules.

  • Link the person who tagged you.
  • Post the rules on your blog.
  • Share the ABCs of you.
  • Tag 3 people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs.
  • Let the 3 tagged people know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website.
  • Do not tag the same person repeatedly but try to tag different people, so that there is a big network of bloggers doing this tag!

Here it gooooooes………..

A – Available/Single?  I am always single and available for life. Always ready to pair-up with life. 
 B – Best friend? Can’t name!! All my friends are best. But yes, there are some special people in life and really am thankful to them!
 C- Cake or Pie?  Cake, only choclate one! And Pie….hmm..haven’t tried yet! Will ask my BlueMist Akka if she can prepare one for me 😉
 D – Drink of choice?  Water, tea, coffee and now am somewhat inclined to Orange Pulp Juice!
 E – Essential item you use every day?  Mobile and my Lappi
 F – Favorite color?  Blue
 G – Gummy Bears Or Worms? I feel……Gummy bears!
 H – Hometown?  Apun ka Jammu!
 I – Indulgence?  Now-a-days am somewhat more indulged in shopping, reading poems and can’t resist good food.
 J – January or February?  February, you get to see more flowers and get to feel more freshness in air.
 K – Kids & their names?  Kids!!!!!! hmmmmm…..no kids as of now, planning to have after marriage only. And names, I guess I will keep their names as cheeku and peeku 😀
 L – Life is incomplete without?  A big laugh
 M – Marriage date?  Does anyone know??
 N – Number of siblings? One!
 O – Oranges or Apples?  Both…I can have them in alternate days!
 P – Phobias/Fears?  Loneliness, insecurity, losing whom I love, independence and now I am developing phobia about future also 😦
 Q – Quote for today? Don’t strew me with roses after I am deadWhen death claims the light of my brow,No flowers of life will cheer me instead

You can give my roses now!

 R – Reason to smile?  Parents, Friends, God, Hope and Faith!
 S – Season?  Autumn
 T – Tag 3 People?  All are welcome………
 U – Unknown fact about me?  I do get emotionally attach to strangers sometimes!
 V – Vegetable you don’t like? Hmmmm………difficult one!
 W – Worst habit? Getting involved too much at the start of relationship and my expectations.
 X – X-rays you’ve had?    Many……On the way to set a world record.. 🙂
 Y – Your favorite food?  Anything yaar….after staying in PG, I just crave for sumptuous food.
 Z – Zodiac sign?  I am a perfect taurean 🙂 Jai Ho Taurus!


Thanks Amrit!!! 🙂

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PG Randoms

Bhagu : Arrey yaar, lets plan to go somewhere out on my b’day. I don’t want to waste my day eating all this boring food.

We : So, where are you planning to take us for the treat?

Bhagu : Lets go somewhere out! What about going to a ‘Decent’ disco?

We : Yeah, yeah…..like the “Decent Lodge” of Jab We Met! 😉

And room is filled with giggles everywhere…….

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Notes to Myself – 1

When I see I am doing it wrong, a part of me wants to keep on doing it the same way and even starts looking for reasons to justify the continuation. And no one can tell me better – not even me!

Just when I think I have learned the way to live, life changes and I am left the same as I began. The more things change the more I am the same. It appears that my life is a constant irony of maturity and regression, but my sense of progress is based on the illusion that things out there are going to remain same and that, at last, I have gained a little control. But there will never be means to ends, only means. I am what I started with, and when it is all over I will be all that is left of me.

~Hugh Prather

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I hate love now!

Sometime love can make you slave, even of yourself. It tangles you so much into unnecessary and absurd feelings that the words from other people tangentially goes through. It makes you emotionally weak. And specially when it is a matter of first (lost) love, some people simply like to dip into it forever and they don’t realise that it is a cagey mirage. They can’t see outside world where someone is eagerly waiting to hug and love them.  This all is sham to them.

Why people are so weak and can’t gather enough strength to overcome their feelings when they know that these feelings of lost, first love is spoiling the lives of four people. Sometimes I feel like to hate love!

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Vacation Time!!

Yipppeee!! I am off from my office, all the work pressure, PG food and this bothering independence. It is the time for vacation to my native. Guys, I won’t be around for some days…..C ya Soon!! Will miss you 😦

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What actually missing someone means? Is it like this that the past (or the future that you imagined), which is hiding somewhere inside your brain cells suddenly pops-up and dances infront of your eyes, creates old (presumed) magical patterns and then you crave  to be there with the patterns.  Or ‘missing’ is just a flash of thought which is held with remembrance.  But missing doesn’t always mean ‘craving’. Surely, somewhere it is attached with “what if…..”.

Few days back, I was feeling like to talk to one my friend with whom I have a friendship of simple ‘Hi’. I wanted to talk to him, wanted to hear a simple hello. And now sitting here, I am just thinking as to how many people have crossed my life and somewhere all of them have left an impression. Some are the ‘best things’ happened to me. Some have made me to cross the road, taken my hand and then hidden somewhere….where? I don’t know ! And the best thing is that for many of them I don’t remember. I do miss all of them.

Remembering these lines from ‘Before Sunset’……………….

“You can never replace anyone because everyone is made up of such beautiful specific details”

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Thanks BlueMist….. 🙂 love ya!!

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Sitting in some lonesome corner

having sip of coffee in that shop

with eyes on an old couple

she hoped to get a puzzle

that opens itself for an answer

binding heart with heartbeats  

What if….

someone would hear

her echo of silent noise!!


You don’t get to meet soulmates on road


Waiting for her bus with bizarreness

listening to her favorite song

with eyes on a young couple

she hoped to get sprinkle of trust

where every new fearful thought

no longer can tear bridge apart

What if….

someone would see

her shadow of shivering spots!!


You don’t get to meet soulmates on road


When butterflies flutters in your stomach

when you feel fire, a burning from inside

with rush of warmth through your body

you, with the magical moment frozen in time

No….you don’t get to meet soulmates like this!

You never get to meet soulmates on road

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