Archive for November, 2009

There was something different that day. She felt what-if something happens to her tomorrow, she has never told him how much he means to her life even though he doesn’t feel anything for her.

She clicked on his name and stared at the popped-up window. And finally after few time clicks….

She: Hey….are you busy?

He: Is there something urgent?

She: Nope, nothing like that!

After few more time clicks….

He: So, are you back at home? Had your dinner?

She: not yet…have to prepare yet!

He: hmmm

She: I just wanted to tell you that you are very special to me.

He: Why? what happened suddenly…so, which movie have you watched?

She: *blank*

He: Don’t get senti on me, you know that I don’t like all this.

She: I know……I am sorry!

He: I don’t know what to say…..don’t put yourself into too many emotions and sentiments…..it pains later….am too straighforward!

She: Okay

She closed the window with a thought is he the one with whom she got engaged.  A fear crippled her when she thought about her future with him!

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Although many tags are still pending from my side, but want to give a try to this, ‘first one’! I stole this from Xanga site and this seems to be a new tag. So, here it goes………
1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
  • Never had Proms in India in those days 😦
2. Do you still think about your FIRST love?
  • Nope….first love never landed in my life.
3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
  • Hmm…vodka 😀
4. What was your FIRST job?
  • Landed into IT and still continuing here!
5. What was your FIRST car?
  • Not yet….but want to have corolla.
6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
  • My friend P, it has been almost 9 years that we are in touch! Cheers to our friendship! 🙂
7. Who is the FIRST person you talked to this morning?
  • My housekeeper John Abharam
8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
  • I remember there was one Shashi Sir and I was his favorite student…(feeling nostalgic)
9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
  • It was from srinagar to jammu!
10. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
  • To me, all my friends are best and touchwood that I am in-touch with all my special friends.
11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
  • Don’t remember exactly, may be in some relative’s home.
12. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
  • The full wedding that I attended was of my cousin. And it was really a fun!
13. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
  • Got-up only to know there is no water in the tap and landed in irritation 😦
14. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to see?
  • I never attended that one! But want to attend Eric Calpton’s one!
15. FIRST tattoo?
  • None, but wanted to have a rose tattoo on my ankle.
16. FIRST piercing?
  • My ears at the age of seven.
17. FIRST foreign country you went to?
  • Pakistan… 😀 that too, when we went to see the border and I stepped out from the Indian border line!
18. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
  • Hmm, the first movie that I saw in theater was Jurassic Park!
19. When was your FIRST detention?
  • Never
20. Who was your FIRST roommate?
  • Roopali, when I went to Pune for my masters.
21. If you had one wish, what would it be?
  • To go back at the start of this year and change some of the things happened in my life!
22. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
  • Guitar and Salsa!
23. Did you marry the FIRST person to ask for your hand in marriage?
  • Nope, I didn’t marry that First person….
24. What was the FIRST sport that you were involved in?
  • Basket ball
25. What were the FIRST lessons you ever took?
  • Painting
26. What is the FIRST thing you do when you get home?
  • Call to my mom and tells her about all day routine.
27. Who do you think will be the FIRST person you tag to complete this list?
  • No idea.


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I am not scared

of talking to you endlessly about anything till eternity

I am not scared

of staying alone to count every tick of unrecorded time

I am not scared

of hidden faces that breeze into itsy-bitsy happiness of life

I am not scared

of holding your hand and sitting silently for whole of my life

I am not scared

of falling forever as if some adventure will never come to an end

But I am scared of sudden moment of ‘realizations’

I am scared of having to let them go for what they piously belongs to me

I am scared of living with a thought of endlessly blinked loneliness

I am scared of some practical realities of life

I am scared of losing you to time


I am very scared

P.S. – inspiration from purpleincarnations!

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