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My days in paradise are over

Stars are falling on me

Banality is taking over my life

But I don’t want to go…….

Let the heaven wait for me!

They always say it’s a new learning

An adventure, an important step

But I am happy being a crinkled yellow page

Atleast I am a lesson to learn

I don’t want to go

Let the heaven wait for me!

I aged, I faded and now I  am dying

But I haven’t sold my soul

I might just fathom the reason to live

Are we here to say good-bye only?

Each moment to me is a new beginning

I have to live in rain and dance for you

Please, I don’t want to go………..

Let the heaven wait for me!

PS – Lines from my old box!

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that iced mystic stirring cold night

that seashore of high and low tides

when I weaved a song for you…..


that song of void lyrics and melody

that continuous laugh of innocent apathy

when I again renamed silence to song……..


that silence of noises and screams

that another song I started in-middle

when I turned every meaning upside down…..


that slow fading of emotions into thoughts

that road of rusted footsteps to my destiny

when fear sprinkled into strength to standstill……

I still remember to make you forget

our shooting star wish….

– a wish to forget time ticks that melted our cold night

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And my shinning stars flew away…….

………in the night sky

I separated two bounded stars

soaked in mystic moon light

untouched by realm of dreams

just to see depth of heaven

in shallowness of my thoughts

and to create a portion of sky

for my bounded stars to fly….

As I close my eyes

to cover my longing spirit

I see deep within me

my shinning stars flying away…..

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Desires can be driven by wind

extrinsically or intrinsically

by ephemeral vacuumed emotions

or sparkling open worldly affairs

You can call me bystander

me not knowing fire engulf prey

burning from outside to inside

I can call you moronic

you not knowing fire mutate world

beginning from inside to outside

We seem to be in tug of war

racing on illusionary tracks

but stepping towards naught

not knowing we both are

mere reflection of each other

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Is exposed weakness or disablitity or burden enough to gather love? Emotional handicap lingers inside many times. God should have given two more eyes to see that cannot be seen? How many of us have the power to see the emotional odds inside others and can stand-by? May be many of have a fear that it can involve their emotions being turned into handicap. Holes are not meant to be filled by soil alone, giving a seed to the hole is a step towards a beautiful garden.

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I hear your mumble

in the silence resting

in front of my door

may be I am apt

to hear your words

send by rustling leaves

I lay there on my bed

deep into my thoughts

I know you will step once

and will caress my hairs

Hearing is such an effortless pie

fantasizing drops into dew

sparkling on green silent life

in brightness of tickling dreams.

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Mistakenly I landed on carving road

Thoughts diluted in mixture of sucking granules

Wisdom was shy to show real adventure

Life lost somewhere in dark corner of moon

One step seemed like to cover whole cosmos

If it was that big, why couldn’t I reach dead end?

I soothed myself as ‘You’ were there, I guess!

I tuned to see if my shadow was following me

But I was blind for my eyes were weak in dark

I was deaf for I could hear only echo of silence

Cursing echoes were returning back to me

And I decided to follow the path of echo

That was the best journey for me, I think

My path was decided from deep inside of me

Cursing echoes were ‘Your’ blessings

For they were blown from your deep heart

I stepped onto the journey reaching ‘You’

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sometime when you say

‘i trust you’

and sometime when you say

‘i believe you’

all i can see is same image

of the words in love mirror

with a subtle difference

that lay in eye holding tear

and other eye freeing tear

i have seen they always say

‘blind’ with ‘trust’

but never i heard you saying

‘i believe you blindly’

all i can see now two images

of the words in skeptical mirror

with a subtle similarity

that lay in ‘I’ and ‘You’

may be i have started

to feel than to read

may be i know

trust can be bounded by blindness

but when you say

‘i believe you’ i know

it is bounded by freeness

sometime when you say

‘i believe you’

i want you to say


‘I believe You as I’

‘I trust You as I’

‘I love You as I’

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I remember Rambler’s post Have you? where he says…….

“Have you ever read something which you totally don’t agree with?, Something with which every sentence you read makes you feel like the author is talking complete nonsense, A philosophy which you would never agree with…………..As you begin reading such a book, one thing you would want to probably do, is to continue reading and see how the author can defend such an absurd look at life, how can he support such a pointless philosophy”

Exactly I am feeling like this. I read something now that really skipped the earth below my feet specially what is written about money and hope. I am in awe of this philosophy. I am thinking what exactly the philosophy means even when the underlying principle of philosophy is ‘don’t think’. There must be some ground basis. But I am unable to grab and figure it out.

The post is about UG popularly called as Unique Guy by his followers. If you want to know something more, check it out hereSulochan long time back commented on my blog. At that time I casually went to his blog and read the post in-front of my eyes. That time I didn’t bother myself to go deep and to really understand what exactly is the philosophy. Today again when I dropped there, I felt to understand the meaning of words.  

According to UG, “I have no message for mankind” and he didn’t like to call himself as guru. I felt somewhere a sort of freeness, a unique freeness of body – freeness bounded by extreme courage, freeness not of soul, not of mind….but in the world we really live. Some of the points I read and wanted to share are……

  • Thinking and living are two mutually exclusive things. Smoke and Fire cannot exist. Thinking about ‘how to live’ has created manic depressive state in us as we miss the ‘fresh lease of life’ by our constant thinking. And thoughts block the natural flow of life.
  • Money matters most in life. Be not shy about money making. Trust not anyone with money. Nothing is free in this world, not even love. Miss not a chance to make money. Money is the only visible support for life. Money is the only thing that will put you into the life of luxary. One who does not exploit his assets to make money must be a damn fool. Love money more than thyself. Maximise the money talk, minimize the love talks. Offer not prayers to anybody but to money. Better to be money- greedy than money-needy. Share not money. The only key that unlocks every door is money. 
  • The humanity is in such a precarious situation that any movement to save mankind only hastens the process of the total destruction.
  • To hope is to create another hopeless situation.
  • The desire for God and sex stem from the same source.
  • Meditation is the inner warfare destroying the senstivity of the organism.
  • When the nature cannot take it any more it will finish off the mankind in one stroke and that is the only Moksha.
  • The divisions among human beings are natural reflections of the divisive human consciousness. It’s impossible to integrate the humanity.
  • Nature is intersted in only two things – to survive and to reproduce one like itself. Anything you superimpose on that, all the cultural input, is responsible for the boredom of man.
  • Boredom is a bottomless pit. As long as you think that there is something more intersting, more purposeful, more meaningful to do than what you are actually doing, you have no way of freeing yourself from boredom.
  • By using the models of Jesus, Buddha or Krishna we have destroyed the possibility of nature throwing up unique individuals.
  • That messy thing called ‘mind’ has created many destructive things. By far the most destructive of them all is God.
  • When the movement in the direction of becoming something other than what you are isn’t there any more, you are not in conflict with yourself.
  • Inspiration is a meaningless thing. Lost, desperate people create a market for inspiration. All inspired action will eventually destroy you and your mankind.
  • You have to touch life at a point where nobody has touched it before. No body can teach you that.
  • When you know nothing, you say a lot. When you know something, there is nothing to say.

Courtesy – Eccentric UG and Stop Thinking and Start Living

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Have you ever told her

She is very beautiful

‘She is beautiful like life’


Whose lips shiver

with shabby smile

to vomit handicap words

Have you ever told her

Your mind can support

her handicap words

Her smile showers

innocence of a child.


Whose skin is deep dark

appear like moonless night

mottled with millions stars

Have you ever told her

Your heart has strength

to embrace her dark night

She carries beauty

beauty behind closed eyes


Whose hands are rough

paralyzed with virgin touch

scudding deep into her soul

Have you ever told her

Your soul can hold her hands

Her soul makes life beautiful

‘She is beautiful like life’

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