Just a thought….

You don’t feel lonely when no-one is there but you feel lonely when you need and expect someone to be with you and that someone never takes a turn towards you.

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Random Week Ramblings!

It really feels so great sometimes when you are in silence with the world, not bothering about what noises are saying about you. And you are a complete chatterbox with yourself. I am loving this feeling. It has given me confidence and happiness.

• Few days back my mom told me about the condition of my grandpa. He is in his late eighties and suffering from some or the other kind of old age illness now. He got blood clot in the brain and few months back when I had gone to my native, he was having a bad time with his heart. When I saw him, I hugged him so tightly for death to surrender. I can count on my fingers the number of occasions we have talked. And now I am scared to see my life’s journey. I know with this growing age I won’t be having everyone with me. There won’t be anyone in my life to whom I can call grandpa. Sometimes you feel, it isn’t the time spend in the relationship that makes it strong, there is some other thing also. And I am missing him now.

• Finally I enrolled myself into Reikhi class. I am really happy for this 🙂

• The weekend was dedicated to Spa and Parlor. First time I am realizing the importance of money after visiting spa… 🙂

• My office is shifted to different building with new project. Although I rarely know people here and but I am enjoying this invisibility. It is a different feeling when you are among strangers.

• I have grown my nails. Doesn’t it feel beautiful to see your manicured hands 🙂

• Friends are still the heartbeats for my happiness. I am really a sucker for this happiness. The moments that hold our songs sung together, the candle night dinner that we landed into, gossips about each and everyone, the gifts, the teasing………….all these have become my favorite memories. Somewhere you realize……..

You say someone:

~ Is a paradox.
~ Is an enigma.
~ Is wired weirdly.
~ Is a madcap.

But you believe someone:

~ Is a good friend.
~ Is a Godsend.
~ Is one who connects.
~ Is humility, humour, honesty personified

~~ And that’s when you want to start believing in *good Karma ~~

Read these lines somewhere. Cheers to friendship!!!

Happy Women’s Day!!! 🙂

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CANDLE

there is still dark at the end of the tunnel

am i blind?…………may be!

but i am sure

to be growing blind with each passing day

here each moment create ripples

and i, a sucker of crests

lands in troughs

a fight then begins to drown me

inside my own mysteries

that you created inside me

but the candle that you lighted

inside the dark tunnel

is still glowing

happy as butterfly

shinning as golden twilight in purple haze

the glow makes me to remember our stories

and honestly, I don’t remember what we talked

do we?

but tell me what we talk about when we talk?

inept in giving excuses

i want to tell you

I am always made to believe

i am not wrong

even for the mysteries

that never happened

so I still hold the candle with your memories

thinking you are the right to happen in my life

but the flame just dances

keeping time to hide in waves

flickering mysteries of our memories

not bothering what all I want to say

ranging and roving

but steady, full of mirth

just like escaped you….

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