Archive for November, 2008


Mesmerized by your scintillating beauty

I,the darkest deepest blackest of night

look upon you, my lambent sheen moon

Admiring your tranquil beauty

I tell you to ablaze me

with your sheer radiance

You always make me still

I can never cross your way.

How can I know…..

I am Night,

          my beauty is in my deepest darkness

You are moon

          your beauty is to steal my beauty

I look fixedly on you and ask…..

Can our separateness bloom into closeness?

Mesmerized by your scintillating beauty

I look upon you, waiting for an answer.


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K – So, you write poems? I can smell something fishy. Am now dead sure there is someone in your life? Who is he?

It really sucks when I get to hear this statement in that sarcastic way. When you are not my friend and there is only professional relationship between us, why the hell are you intersted in this kinda thing? Are emotions come only when there is love in your life? Does love writing show your love-life? Why don’t people understand this??? Love is not necessarily to be there to write about love. And why they are so much eager to get a chance to peep into my personal life?  Really some people na……

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Today the topic on Sunday Scribbling  is ‘Grateful’. Without allowing my brain to do much exercise, I am here with these lines…………

If today you

will come

will hold my hand,

will take me to heaven

will then give-up in-between

then a kiss will fly from this dying soul…….

I am grateful for this freefall!


If today you

will come

will hypnotize my roses

will make me to close eyes

will then crush all my roses

then a last breath will sleep on this rose bed…..

I am grateful for my every last breath!


If today you

never come

never hope can smile behind grey clouds

never life can rest in lap of vibrant death

never thunder can dilute in angelic silence

never Can I be you, never You can be I…….

I am grateful for every of you in me!

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I CAN…….

When the world

shakes me up from head to toe

I lay my foot on ground to breathe

and close my eyes to start my dance.

I can dance with this shaking world!


When the world

breathes behind the mask of its soul

I wipe my spurious shallow tears

and give a smile to breathe courage.

I can smile with dead mask of hoax!


When the world

laughs in silence of senseless words

I keep my eyes with heights of sky

and breathe words to shed meaning.

I can rejoice with these senseless words!

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Yesterday when I went to bed and closed my eyes, all I could feel were noises. It was feeling as if my whole body was shaking horribly from inside with vibrations starting from my head and reaching to the tip of my toe. I just wanted to gather enough energy and wanted to make my soul to sit in front of me. Then I wanted to shake my soul and wanted to shout “what is there that is going inside?” It was really sinful from my side that I started cursing myself. My confidence seems to me the part of another sky. I couldn’t concentrate and couldn’t make my mind to believe in God. Unknown fear was just gripping me. I don’t remember when sleep pulled a cover on this restlessness. Still a part of that restlessness is pinging me at every moment.

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And my shinning stars flew away…….

………in the night sky

I separated two bounded stars

soaked in mystic moon light

untouched by realm of dreams

just to see depth of heaven

in shallowness of my thoughts

and to create a portion of sky

for my bounded stars to fly….

As I close my eyes

to cover my longing spirit

I see deep within me

my shinning stars flying away…..

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Right now, I am feeling for a surprise to come in my life. Am checking my in-box, my office mail box, orkut, my gtalk to see if someone has dropped a surprise for me! Life is asking me to gift her some change, some change that will come in a moment and will bring a turning point in the life for the best. Lethargically I am sitting, typing this post with a hope that some ‘new’ will dust-off casually from the air! Amen! By-the-way from where surprises appear? I have appetite for surprises today.

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