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- I always believed that communication is the most vital part of any relationship. Well, it seems sometimes we share so much with someone but something from no-where always creeps-in creating a wall between the two. And sometimes even when the two communicates like anything, some words still remain unspoken creating a wall. I realized I am still bad in expressing myself to others.
- You can’t have any relationship without limits. I thought I could have and then a try to have one, made the relationship to move away from my life.
- Relationship is still the most difficult subject to think upon. I really don’t want to think!!
- I realized the new changed me. Earlier Neilina who always wanted someone by her side now loves to live alone. She doesn’t believe now in soulmates. I was surprised by myself only as to how I started accepting all the things coming in my life.
- Facebook is addictive than orkut. And now it is happening, that I am not opening my orkut account for many days.
- My cooking is not so bad 🙂 I have started liking my own dishes even when others are still giving me rank of 4 or 5.
- And I want to thanks from deep of my heart to Rambler and BlueMist who are there with me since the time I started my blog on wordpress. Thanks Guys!
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He said, “Sooner or Later?”
And I decided on “Sooner” if “Later” it would have to happen. But by the time I took my decision many thoughts crossed my mind and somewhere one thought crossed my life like a shooting star making me paralyze.
I am wondering what if I would have gone for “Later”. But by the time “later” would have come, may be I would have died hundred times from the burden of heaps collected on the my life’s seashore by the wave of time.
I always desire and still wish for just one strong wave that will take all the collected heap from my life, making my sea shore a smooth one. And “Sooner” is making me to do that!
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Is it okay to compromise in a relationship? But a relationship should never be based on compromise.
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God knows how much we (my roommate and me) are fond of cooking but we can never understand where our matchsticks vanishes, the moment we are about to cook. Yeah, we still use matchsticks to lit our fifteenth century gas stove and not lighter, still maintaining our long old traditionalism 😀
This post is not about my horrible cooking practices but to capture a cute moment. So that day my roommate after seeing the empty matchbox went down to near-by grocery to buy match-box. When she was about to pay the money, one kid near her told…..
“This is a cat”
She looked innocently at the kid and told her that this is not a cat and is called match-box. And the kid replied….
“Noooooo!!!!! this is a cat, this is a cat……you don’t know anything”
In this dumbfound situation, she looked here and there to check where the cat is!
And after remaining in this blown away situation for few minutes, she finally saw the cat picture on the match-box 🙂 and then simply stepped-out after seeing the kid’s father laughing.
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Wish you all a very happy new year! Just a little late but never late to wish you all 🙂
“May you have warm words on a cold evening, a full moon on a dark night and a smooth road all the way to your door.”
Irish Blessing
pic taken – Ladakh Palace, 15th August ’08
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There was something different that day. She felt what-if something happens to her tomorrow, she has never told him how much he means to her life even though he doesn’t feel anything for her.
She clicked on his name and stared at the popped-up window. And finally after few time clicks….
She: Hey….are you busy?
He: Is there something urgent?
She: Nope, nothing like that!
After few more time clicks….
He: So, are you back at home? Had your dinner?
She: not yet…have to prepare yet!
He: hmmm
She: I just wanted to tell you that you are very special to me.
He: Why? what happened suddenly…so, which movie have you watched?
She: *blank*
He: Don’t get senti on me, you know that I don’t like all this.
She: I know……I am sorry!
He: I don’t know what to say…..don’t put yourself into too many emotions and sentiments…..it pains later….am too straighforward!
She: Okay
She closed the window with a thought is he the one with whom she got engaged. A fear crippled her when she thought about her future with him!
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- Never had Proms in India in those days 😦
- Nope….first love never landed in my life.
- Hmm…vodka 😀
- Landed into IT and still continuing here!
- Not yet….but want to have corolla.
- My friend P, it has been almost 9 years that we are in touch! Cheers to our friendship! 🙂
- My housekeeper John Abharam
- I remember there was one Shashi Sir and I was his favorite student…(feeling nostalgic)
- It was from srinagar to jammu!
- To me, all my friends are best and touchwood that I am in-touch with all my special friends.
- Don’t remember exactly, may be in some relative’s home.
- The full wedding that I attended was of my cousin. And it was really a fun!
- Got-up only to know there is no water in the tap and landed in irritation 😦
- I never attended that one! But want to attend Eric Calpton’s one!
- None, but wanted to have a rose tattoo on my ankle.
- My ears at the age of seven.
- Pakistan… 😀 that too, when we went to see the border and I stepped out from the Indian border line!
- Hmm, the first movie that I saw in theater was Jurassic Park!
- Never
- Roopali, when I went to Pune for my masters.
- To go back at the start of this year and change some of the things happened in my life!
- Guitar and Salsa!
- Nope, I didn’t marry that First person….
- Basket ball
- Painting
- Call to my mom and tells her about all day routine.
- No idea.
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FRIEND – WHO MAKES YOU FEEL HOW WONDERFUL YOUR LIFE CAN BE!!
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I am not scared
of talking to you endlessly about anything till eternity
I am not scared
of staying alone to count every tick of unrecorded time
I am not scared
of hidden faces that breeze into itsy-bitsy happiness of life
I am not scared
of holding your hand and sitting silently for whole of my life
I am not scared
of falling forever as if some adventure will never come to an end
But I am scared of sudden moment of ‘realizations’
I am scared of having to let them go for what they piously belongs to me
I am scared of living with a thought of endlessly blinked loneliness
I am scared of some practical realities of life
I am scared of losing you to time
And…………….
I am very scared
P.S. – inspiration from purpleincarnations!
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